Thursday, December 27, 2007

Bulmais Nacked Indragonball

toller_art @ 2007-12-28T00: 47:00

probably me? my universe is only a length so much missing, as I do? This ignorance, this pimple on my ass pulling my folding cook. the pull of the guitar string in the open cut, the red drops of the falls there. nothing, no pain, I felt ever lets me survive this ignorance. clear Hats off! I know how it is. Gently he likes neck his head in ringlets position on the warming suppressed, every breath to hear, whether snoring or not, they feel their near and affection when the two together, bedded in - side by side, striped to striped, fall asleep verquert, together yet so right. how I wish, einzunehmsen their position. even to lose everything, even the memories, future ignorant of the direction to look, who knows, maybe I would get it anyway. and anyway, as it has with me? I am only an object of interest or demands it, too? how could I ever find out if everything between us is like a decade, we see again days of our disconnect. and even then, I might ask me an innocent little dispensed. It is not my bed to the one we could share. I want to know where I stand. what is experienced when one thinks of me. whether someone can be just as obsessed, possessed of an impossible love, that never seems to end. stubbornly through the valleys to wander mesmerized, dozing over and over again on the same image, until one discovers that the sun has risen again. I am essentially at all the only one that feels this way? it is so abnormal to be different, that one means lessinglischer penmanship in other people move in order to philosophize about his problems and define solutions? How would Freud describe myself? intellect as pupertierender, media-impaired, young arschverpickelter without? hey siegi fackit. I'm 18 for hours I could succumb to my visions, my dreams still believe they hold true for or at least I imagine. the magic that comes of it is indispensable to me. it opens doors for me all me love myself I open my soul, let me through the many personality, and obsessive-compulsive disorder and pass me just listen to what says my me. Pallab, Pallab! It does not even need the needs to talk to me. I feel it every second, every blow that it spends. It opens and closes - but my love is not closed. it seems endless and on an eternal and never-ending journey that promises not fulfilled. good luck, farewell! I forumuliere times simple: should I even ? Love Everything must be complex and shattering, data allow the move every broad-minded middle class people to head shake or shrug? no, no, Oscar, this is not a depression. no ian, i still luv yu \u0026lt;3



haha, I've found was:



yes, one can imagine. just as I am child-harried in the chocolate department at Edeka. just like that! Bust who do not know who will not flee when the metal-celled mass of other people in all value most .... MOUTH ... appears and speaks out, drooling, red or even start up now and then, when I deliberately strongly with the dental floss out arrows bled, ?

lydia, my lovely bride, Lydia! how gladly I would have spat in the face today. it was determined 2cm, the hineintriefen in me and the red a little left out. half a glove I could fill it. I can swallow up to half a liter of blood, until it comes out as any other. So again thoroughly stirred and flushed and it would be just as significantly landed in her face. no, I do not cherish hatred against them. I could only - small girl nightmares come true, betrayed, abused trust - all these things belong in my life. I hereby declare it to holden rode remember, this bear for me. be wandered . Who is open and not be slippery path.

all started so well with the move ryhthmischen breathe and consequent heat sensation on my own, which flows through my whole body when I see you again. a small view of a picture or a spontaneous memory, a name to be called out to me or I to think only of you can ever deliberately, constantly forecasting ahead. It would a flower, a book, written words. all, all, all would I give thee, and all that, all leads me to feel the closeness that I empfände you. the proximity to our love with. familiarity, which I am still so strange.

Karma police, arrest this man, he talks in maths
He buzzes like a fridge, hes like a detuned radio
Karma police, arrest this girl, her hitler hairdo, is making me feel ill
And we have crashed her party
This is what you get, this is what you get
This is what you get, when you mess with us

Karma police, Ive given all I can, its not enough
Ive given all I can, but were still on the payroll
This is what you get, this is what you get
This is what you get, when you mess with us
And for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself
And for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself

For a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself

well, actually it has been almost more than half an hour. dont take it too seriously moz!

Friday, September 28, 2007

Honeywell Oil-filled Radiator Instructions

toller_art @ 2007 - 09-28T21: 48:00

again one day, I've wasted. sacrificed. sacrificed for a disease that will kill me. You gotta soooo bored! Finally, I quassel since 2 years now been the same prayers and talk, but I do change anything. yes, it may very well be my fault. I wear alone and help me decide, by the way I am going for or against the sympathy towards her. anorexic (yes, we need no puppets) are, as a bad trip or to have drug-phase after a long to come to turkey. the body is changing, and the ten other members are blue and cold. one scheniert lips for his cold, waiting each time to the shocked look and comment: "Man you have cold hands!" feel they do not it? I feel my hands feel every handshake and face it as an impediment to my, such cold hands take in the hand. slowly everything is getting colder, panic spreads fear itself - you could freeze to death, hot hot ... everything should be nurnoch warm. this nasty dry taste in the mouth and the total blank of the body. each step is more noticeable, sometimes I feel my toes and even feel their condition as extremely cold - but what to do about it? to meet even more successful has not changed that. I can not explain my sympathy, and I have no reason to tolerate them drive away, but I also do not. Today was another very bad day, if not the worst in my dismissal from the specialist eating disorder clinic-based Bad Mergentheim, which I owe the most beautiful and relaxing time this year. tomorrow I'll make everything better ... I want a set point and try to improve myself, because I have not given up a long time!

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

How To Wax Another Person

toller_art @ 2007-09-04T20: 15:00

JAICHBINFAULUNDFETTUN YOU HATE MY FAT BAUCHDIEVERFICK T E N F E T T
S C H I C H T E N A L L D E N S C H W A B B E L A U F D I E S E R
E R D E D E R M I C H A N S E U C H T
I C H H A S S E D I C H
W A R U M L Ä S S T D U M I C H N I C H T I N R U H E ?
L A S S M I C H I N R U H E !
I C H W I L L L E B E N - O H N E D I C H - I C H W I L L E N D L I C H W I E D E R L E B E N !
I C H K A N N N I C H T M E H R U N D W I L L A U C H N I C H T
D I E S E S C H E I S S D E P R E S S I O N H Ä N G T A N M E I N E M F E T T E N A R S C H U N D I C H K R I E G S I E N I C H T A B
D A H I L F T K E I N K L O P A P I E R O D E R E I N E M E G A
F E T T A R S C H S C H P A C H T E L M I R K A N N N I E M A N D H E L F E N I C H S E L B S T B I N D I E G E S U N D H E I T I C H M U S S M E I N E N W E G F I N D E N A B E R E S G E H T M I R S O B E S C H I S S E N I C H H A S S E D I C H !
I kill you all with a six barrel shotgun
I kill you all but I need you so
I tear my finger from the trigger baby
I tear my fingers 'cause I'm feeling low and son,
son sunday's sun never shone on me
son sunday's sun never shone on me

I kill myself with a six barrel shotgun
I kill you all but I need you so
I tear my finger from the trigger baby
I tear my fingers 'cause I'm feeling low and son
son sunday's sun never shone on me
son sunday's sun never shone on me


J E S U S W H E N Y O U C O M I N G B A C K
J E S U S N E V E R C O M I N G B A C K
J E S U S W O N T T A K E M E B A C K
J E S U S N E V E R C O M I N G B A C K

J E S U S S E E M E D T O S T E A L M Y S O U L
H E L L N E V E R L E T M E G O
J E S U S G O N N A M A K E M E P A Y
N E V E R S H O U L D H A V E R U N A W A Y
I W A N N A G O H O M E


übrigens: Dellarte-Besuch Nummer 132 dieses Jahr: Blutorange für gut befunden !

Thursday, August 30, 2007

A Gasoline Or A Compresses Natural Gas Vehicle?

toller_art @ 2007-08-30T23: 50:00

wieso will und kann man mich nicht verstehen ? anstatt mir hilfe anzubieten, werde ich zur selbstzerstörung verdonnert. alles fing mit einem harmlosen schlechten gewissen an - ein pain, the stabbing and repeatedly struck at me, which fell to pinch a haunting sound to me.
had what can I do?
alone I can not make it. this criteria I set myself ahead of itself. no, not at all, and hypocritical. without a fight this is probably the right word, bingo: abandoned. the battery is empty, the batteries sold out and returned beyond repair. where can I find a cloud, a cloud in this dark sky, which takes me to and from all these thoughts in isolation. my little fluffy clouds that I am against all these evil thoughts and keep flash-effusion, even if they rarely occurring but also a positive creative . Act
in any other world I would be happier in any other body with any other mind free and creative. how much freedom may cost? how much I will be allowed to sacrifice for my ideas? a small mountain, surrounded by many other small mountains, which all seem so big compared to me. isolated, left alone, lonely. no, not the typical symptoms of depression for my art, but only a few adjectives that make its presentation to appear lighter. even these small crises compel me to share ideas, solve me from letting go. help me, nothing - so I feel the current stand. no positive cable, no emergency exit stairs or in any other world.

irony of fate!

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Free Pot Belly Pig For Sale In Tn

everything is green

everything is green ... da da da

I am again because, quite simply, without any brain left turns are allowed over there. while I was cleaning and just biting the dental floss slept through my teeth, I realized this little planet on which I dwell, and the threat day after day, tomorrow, for tomorrow, yes, almost always to break. It all depends - oh yes - and only your fault. You are everything I had. You're jealous because I'm new hobbies chose it because I have friends who I adore and I would do anything. I am subject to your dictatorship does not seem to escape and to be able to. The logic is that no logic exists. you hold me in your net-caught nine points and will not release me. if ... so if ... if not what would? who or what contributes to the fact that every time it gets that far? why I fear the day dawn, before the next? why I want to sleep and not wake up the most? why I feel bad when I publish such thoughts, and I know that some people might give care. yes, I'm afraid. terrified to wake up tomorrow and before the to be the same mess that has been mostly left over night. it is every morning the same decision that I will answer negatively. what keeps me in you? Is it the way in which you torture me, me so hypnotized? I long after the painful muscles of me when you see me as one of your daring adventures lead them astray? It is not a number or one or perhaps two have masochistic, leading to a friendship with you? you torment me still. not everyone can claim that he would approve it. It terrified me so - the thought of being tortured, to be empty - to feel nothing. I am - standing for hours in a large white space. the only, to which I come, I tear open the nail beds to suffer and bleed, to punish me for that I am not even arrived back against you, even though my fate with the first step to get up in was sealed. why do I feign healthy by the words I "I want to be healthy!" According to a moving car from the bellow and you look inside a abkicherst, as you know anyway that I - will arrive in your anus ass crawling - perhaps even hours later. who gave you the right at all to know this? well, you know like me so now 2 years old - but this need not have long to say that I am completely controlled by you. when I think more closely about this is true, however. you control everything, take everything to me and give me back something. even if that something in the first moments is perceived as happiness of performance, it is only later, but a further step, the working towards my death. captured, imprisoned in a dictatorship of anorexia, a dictatorship of you. as I mentioned before in x line, I have even now quite afraid to get up tomorrow. up the in-itself, is not the problem, but wonder what I eat, how I earn my breakfast this in order to train it calorie consumption by later muskelnzerrendes. it is fear. the fear that compels me to go on and on, to sacrifice more and more. sometimes have I feel you're a megalomaniac. things that I do. things for which I am ashamed. Man, what am I glad that only two of us about the complexity and scale these things know. you could still say that I was crazy! ha! I do not laugh. you're crazy. the only thing that could be mad at my behavior, if I obey you. I admit - it excites me to go to my limits and everything, including live this mikrige small risk - but I do have something of a fear of death. to me the time anyway schnubbi worse can come any more. would not the first time that I'm on the over-lying trail ride facing backwards. I do, but even the whole time - I am going to against the wind, against this tornado, the pull me out at some point perhaps there is even free.
me plägt all Sun I'm afraid. Just let me rest in. I want to do sport, yes, but I want to coordinate themselves. I want to be strong without you. strong, ambitious, successful - without you!

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Free Templatechicken Pox

toller_art @ 2007-07-29T21: 00:00

Heilöche!

No, no ... my name Alöx. Yes, still. I told you already that I would not hide my identity. Either way, you would not listen to me? Yes, this was just her proposal. Just, as if you were not in my word. Whatever, Doherty! HEAR YOU!

When I woke up this morning, nothing seemed as before. No sun for example, which appeared in my window. Accordingly, my mind: heavy and cumbersome, and I have at the dimensions to my wonderful drink-scented bed fled and would not come out. after 2 minutes of clock-gedössel I rackelte on me and gave way. must be done today! If this is not an excuse to leave the dimension and other worlds to be seen. speed dialing, no qual: chocolate cereal vitalisTM, Alpine Country Swiss muesli with no added sugar or nestlé trio? according to my calculation was number one in the series - Runtergeschlungen with 100ml milk - balanced, not quit. 15 minute bike ride to my new workplace: bakery jürgens on the 13th floor dimension. hörnle, alkali croissant, croissant or whole wheat croissant? Yes. Please. Must be something else's? Still good Sunday!

The integrated crack distinctive thoughts came only after the trip. how can I do quickly as possible, without feeling pain? an overdose of pills? The danger would be to survive, not too big? And it was all but already clear, if not written down. I would resort to old strength: the hungry. the fact that my life to change forever would. now anyway, everything was no matter, I had lost, nothing left to lose. my mind was: todhungern, from now on, forever! I have no strength to fight, not the will to live. no motivation.

Ryan grabbed Nancy and pressed it to the wall. "Where have spent the last night?" To let the view of his take eyes, "how could you leave me back here alone? You know how much I need you. You know how much I suffer with you, even if I hear your excuses, no more. " suck worse gritzelfutz, a small step back. "Let me rest in!" No one knows what I need. I myself will not desire, I'm not even desirable. I would like to crawl into a bed and not get up. each option would be to live I prefer simple as that. it can take off my last no one. Ryan - you drive a hard bargain.


Monday, July 23, 2007

Kelly Kelly In A Submission Hold

toller_art @ 2007-07-23T17: 08:00

new ice cream flavor of pineapple found Dell Arte for good!

I'll be back soon - muhaha.