Friday, September 28, 2007

Honeywell Oil-filled Radiator Instructions

toller_art @ 2007 - 09-28T21: 48:00

again one day, I've wasted. sacrificed. sacrificed for a disease that will kill me. You gotta soooo bored! Finally, I quassel since 2 years now been the same prayers and talk, but I do change anything. yes, it may very well be my fault. I wear alone and help me decide, by the way I am going for or against the sympathy towards her. anorexic (yes, we need no puppets) are, as a bad trip or to have drug-phase after a long to come to turkey. the body is changing, and the ten other members are blue and cold. one scheniert lips for his cold, waiting each time to the shocked look and comment: "Man you have cold hands!" feel they do not it? I feel my hands feel every handshake and face it as an impediment to my, such cold hands take in the hand. slowly everything is getting colder, panic spreads fear itself - you could freeze to death, hot hot ... everything should be nurnoch warm. this nasty dry taste in the mouth and the total blank of the body. each step is more noticeable, sometimes I feel my toes and even feel their condition as extremely cold - but what to do about it? to meet even more successful has not changed that. I can not explain my sympathy, and I have no reason to tolerate them drive away, but I also do not. Today was another very bad day, if not the worst in my dismissal from the specialist eating disorder clinic-based Bad Mergentheim, which I owe the most beautiful and relaxing time this year. tomorrow I'll make everything better ... I want a set point and try to improve myself, because I have not given up a long time!

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

How To Wax Another Person

toller_art @ 2007-09-04T20: 15:00

JAICHBINFAULUNDFETTUN YOU HATE MY FAT BAUCHDIEVERFICK T E N F E T T
S C H I C H T E N A L L D E N S C H W A B B E L A U F D I E S E R
E R D E D E R M I C H A N S E U C H T
I C H H A S S E D I C H
W A R U M L Ä S S T D U M I C H N I C H T I N R U H E ?
L A S S M I C H I N R U H E !
I C H W I L L L E B E N - O H N E D I C H - I C H W I L L E N D L I C H W I E D E R L E B E N !
I C H K A N N N I C H T M E H R U N D W I L L A U C H N I C H T
D I E S E S C H E I S S D E P R E S S I O N H Ä N G T A N M E I N E M F E T T E N A R S C H U N D I C H K R I E G S I E N I C H T A B
D A H I L F T K E I N K L O P A P I E R O D E R E I N E M E G A
F E T T A R S C H S C H P A C H T E L M I R K A N N N I E M A N D H E L F E N I C H S E L B S T B I N D I E G E S U N D H E I T I C H M U S S M E I N E N W E G F I N D E N A B E R E S G E H T M I R S O B E S C H I S S E N I C H H A S S E D I C H !
I kill you all with a six barrel shotgun
I kill you all but I need you so
I tear my finger from the trigger baby
I tear my fingers 'cause I'm feeling low and son,
son sunday's sun never shone on me
son sunday's sun never shone on me

I kill myself with a six barrel shotgun
I kill you all but I need you so
I tear my finger from the trigger baby
I tear my fingers 'cause I'm feeling low and son
son sunday's sun never shone on me
son sunday's sun never shone on me


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